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How do you get the person out of your heart who believe with your whole being is the one for you?

It's over, He's gone. Why do we have to part while the love is still there? Why do we have to suffer? Why do we have to cry when somebody bids goodbye? Why do beginnings have an end? Why do we have to meet only to lose in the end? there are questions left unanswered, words left unsaid, letters left unread, poems left undone, songs left unsung, love left unexpressed, promises left unfulfilled. In a relationship, one of the hardest things to do is saying goodbye and letting go. It is as hard as breaking a crystal because you'll never know when you will be able to pick up the pieces again. More often than not, they who go, feel not the pain of parting: it is they who stay behind that suffer, becasue they are left with memories of a love that was meant to be, a love that was. At the beginning and at the end of a relationship, we are embarrased to find ourselves alone. Unfair as it may seem, but that's the way love goes. That's the drama, the bittersweet and the risk of falling in love. After all, nothing is constant but change. Everything will eventually come to its end, without us knowing when, without us knowing how, without us even knowing why. And we must forget not because we have to but because we have to. in letting go, sorrows come not as a single spy but in batallion. It seems that everywhere you go, everything you do, every song you hear, every turn of your head, every move of your body, every beat of your heart, every blink of your eye and every breath you take always remind you of him. Its like a stab of a knife, a torture in the night. funny how the whole world becomes depopulated when only one person is missing. Just imagine, there are billions of people on earth and yet it seems you feel lonely and empty without the other. I don't know if it's worth calling an art, but letting go entails special skills sparkled with a considerable space and time. Not all love stories end with "... and they live happily ever after." Sometimes we have to part because of circumstances beyond our control. we have to suffer if it would mean happines for others. We have to cry to temporarily let go of the pains. Every beginning has its end like every dawn has its dusk. Its something we can't control, something we had to live up, It's over. He's gone. But life has to go on. Goodbye doesn't always mean forever. there will always be a place and time where questions will be answered, words will be spoken, letters will be read, poems will be recited in the night, songs will be sung in harmony, love will be expressed in solitude and promises will be fulfilled.

Somewhere. Somehow. Someday..

How do you get the person out of your heart who believe with your whole being is the one for you?

Dedicated to someone out there....

Love is one of the most happiest moment in our life. no words can express how happy that person is. Sometimes, you can do crazy things, unusual things... and sometimes stupid things when you're in love. Unfortunately, although love is the most happiest moment for us, It can be also the most painful experience that may encounter... breaking withsomeone is the hardest thing to do. Life is full of surprises... Sometimes, unexpected things will happen and we can do nothing but to accept it. There was one time I fell in love with someone special... And I told myself that I will never give up on that person... But one day, I did... WHY? Finally, I realized it's time to be kind to myself, masakit eh...

Why do we fall for someone who isn't really for? Should we blame ourselves for falling with a wrong one?! Should we blameourselves for falling with a wrong one?! Or should we blame the one we fell inlove for cause they made us believe that they're the right one?! Sometimes, we dream on ideal love we wanted. And when it comes... we give them all the best we can. Though we gave our best... They still hurt us for a reason that may not understand... You can cry until you want... But make it sure that the tears comes you will wash away the pain and bitternes in your heart. Forget the past and move on!

When you love... You thought you would never get tired. You thought it would never end. But sometimes, you need to be tired to realize that love too... can end, Especially if it was not meant Isn't it sad, when you have so much pain in your heart? And the only person you want to talk too and make you stop crying is..."Exactly the person who made you cry..." It's hard to lose someone who's been a part of your life, someone you've learned to love and now you can't live without.. It's hard to trust and it's hard to cry, it's hard to love and later say goodbye. But it's much harder to let go... when you really want to say "NO", but this is life's way making HEART GROW.

Thank you! for accepting me as I am. I am so happy that I cross my life with you. I will never forget you

I love you.... goodbye ... and I'm sorry

Love is not how long you hve been together; not how much you have given or receive, not how many times you hve helped each other - it is how you value each other. When I loved you, I never expect that one day we will end up like this, but it happened." There is no love with a "pain free" guarantee... we simply have to accept that getting things hurt will always be a part of loving someone. In loving, we can make mistakes but the biggest mistake you could ever do... and say it is for the best so we'll stop hurting each other." Dont rush for love for it will never runs out, let love be the one to knock out your door... so by the ime you start to fall, you know that your feeling is for sure. Sometimes, we believe that life has to move on, we reminisce about the past, but realize that good things never last somehow someway.we should let things happen to hold on to the one we loved...
Thank you cause you let me be a part of your life even though we parted ways. Thank you for being so kind to me... I will never ever forget you... you are special and you deserve to be happy. I'm so happy that I cross my life with you..." I thought that we'd see forever, but forever's gone away... somehow I know we'll meet again... not quite sure where and when ... but still you're in my heart,,, so till then...
I love you.... goodbye ... and i'm sorry

I do not know what am I gonna do...

Put away the pictures, put away the memories....

I'm going to smile and make you think I'm happy, I'm going to laugh so you don't see me cry.I'm going to let you go in style, and even if it kills me... - I'm going to smile. Never be sad for what is over, just be glad that it was once yours.

Now here it comes the hardest part of all, unchain my heart that's holding on...

The hardest part of someone is knowing when to let go, and knowing when to say goodbye. Trying to forget someone you love is like trying to remember someone you never knew.

Tried to say it's over, say the word goodbye...

Relationships are like glass. Sometimes it's better to be broken than try to put yourself putting it back together.

You're still here in me and I can't set you free...
so I hold on to what I wanted most
baby, someday we'll be friends forevermore
wish I could open up the door...

Better never to have met you in my dream than to wake and reach for hands that are not there. And maybe this will end tomorrow or 2 weeks or 4 months or maybe even 2 years from now but no matter when it ends, I'll never regret any of it.

Guess I'm just learning, learning the art of letting go...

I hate you... and then I love you...it's like I want to throw you off a cliff then rush to the bottom to catch you. You love to hate the one who loves you the one you hate to love. The ones that you love the most are usually the ones that hurt you the most. Giving up on Love isn't Moving On Its Giving up Your Happiness. I'm sorry for crying over you, because I said I wouldn't But I didn't promise you that, Because I knew it would be a promise I would never be able to keep. Love is a precious gift that people try to hold onto until the end of time, even when there is nothing left to hold.


- I have made this while I am listening to the music "Art of Letting go by Mikaila"

My feelings towards him...

Unfortunately, although love can be the happiest feeling one could ever have, it can also be the most painful experience a person may encounter. Giving someone all your love is never an assurance that they'll love you back. In life unexpected things will always happen. Sometimes all you can do is to accept it even though it's hard and MOVING ON is the best thing you can do.

As a famous song says:
Now here it comes
the hardest part of all
unchain my heart that's hoding on
how do i start to live my life alone
guess i'm just learning,
learning the art of letting go

- from the "Art of Letting Go by Mikaila"

Some people are not meant to be in your life no matter how much you want them to be. To let go of someone doesn't mean you have to stop loving him, you only allow that person to find his own happiness. It is also setting yourself free. Life must go on.

In Life, unexpected things always happen and sometimes you can do nothing but to accept it, eventohugh its hard and painful... and moving on is the best thing you can do..
Be how bad or unforgettable that thing is, life must go on, I must be strong to go on and continue the things that I have started in the past..
This is my life, my faith and my destiny...

such things happens for some reasons if this is meant to be happen, so let it be... i can't force someone to love me and be with me.... i'll find the right moment and the perfect person for me., if time really heals all wounds i'll relay on that and keep things up straight... for you pah.. i love you so much

A message to someone out there who does not know my feelings towards HIM....

One of the reasons why people get so sentimental... it's because, memories are the only things that don't change...When everything else does... there are things in life that you can't hold on forever, no matter how much you fight for it. Sometimes destiny isn't always good, it becomes playful. When you met someone you learned to love, you thought that it was destiny that made your paths cross. But what if making your paths cross is just a part of the game that the playful destiny create? Making you realize in the end that the person you thought that was destined for you weren't really meant to stay...but only destined to make you feel love and leave you when you've already fallen. It's not easy to state a reason when you decide to leave your love. Some might think it's just an excuse... some might not actually believe... some will blame you some might even be mad at you... what they don't see is the fact that... It hurts you even more to hurt someone who doesn't deserve to be hurt... Especially when you can't state the reason why you have to leave...You can never own something that was never yours... so let's stop gripping on things we expect to last forever... Nothing lasts forever. Forever is a lie. Everything is transitory. So while you have something in your hand, put in mind that it's just borrowed... So that someday when it's gone, it won't take you eternity just to let it go… when your feelings get strong for someone, it's always wise to stop for a while and give your heart... -A TIME TO BREATHE.. A time to use your mind to weigh the situation based on reason not on emotion… because the saddest thing that can happen is when one fall in love while the other wants nothing more than friendship… love can sometimes be magic... but magic can sometimes be an illusion... There are times when I wish that I waslimited to certain emotions... so that I'll never have to experience pain, never feel betrayed or disappointed, and never get my fragile heart broken... But the same thing means that I'll never know how it feels to love and be loved in return... THE THOUGHT OF IT KIND OF SCARES ME… TO HAVE A HEART THAT'S WHOLE NUMB OR A HEART THAT'S BROKEN BUT REAL... Someday, we'll all be looking back to those days we learned to love, get hurt, cry, and fight. Maybe when that time comes, we'll be laughing at our dumb selves… realizing how stupid we were to stand up for things we knew weren't really meant for us. But I guess learning takes time, and mistakes make one's journey fun... Life is what we make it. Love makes the world go round… So let's live, love and take whatever pain it brings... though it's hard to wait around for something that I know will never happen... it's harder to stop when I know it's everything I've always wanted... but you know what? I'm glad... I'm glad it happened...We're good FRIENDS... and I'm thankful for that… take care always my dear friend... I'm just here...

Tree, Leaf and Wind

Leaf's departure is because of Wind's pursuit? Or because Tree didn't ask her to stay?

Tree

People call me "Tree". I had dated 5 girls when I was in Pre-U. There is one girl who I love a lot but never dared to go after. She didn't have a pretty face, good figure or an outstanding charm. She was just a very ordinary girl. I liked her. I really liked her. I liked her innocence, her frankness, her intelligence and her fragility. Reason for not going after her was that I felt somebody so ordinary like her was not a good match for me. I was also afraid that after we were together all the feelings would vanish. I was also afraid other's gossip would hurt her. I felt that if she were my girl, she'd be mine ultimately & I didn't have to give up everything just for her. The last reason, made her accompanying me for 3 years. She watched me chase other girls, and I have made her heart cry for 3 years.

She was a good actor, and me a demanding director. When I kissed my second girlfriend , she bumped into us. She was embarrassed but smiled & said, "Go on!" before running off. The next day, her eyes were swollen like a walnut. I did not want to know what caused her to cry. Later that day, I returned from soccer training to get something & watched her cry in the classroom for an hour or so. My fourth girlfriend did not like her. There was once when both of them quarreled. I know that based on her character she is not the type that will start the quarrel. However, I still sided my girlfriend. I shouted at her & ignored her feelings and walked off with my girlfriend. The next day, she was laughing & joking with me like nothing happened. I know she was hurt but she did not know deep down inside I was hurt too. When I broke up with my fifth girlfriend, I asked her out. Later that day, I told her I had something to tell her. I told her about my break up. Coincidentally, she has something to tell me too, about her getting together. I knew who the person was. His pursuit for her had been the talk of the School. I did not show her my heartache, just smiles & best wishes. Once I reached
home, I could not breathe. Tears rolled & I broke down. How many times have I seen her cry for the man who did not acknowledge her presence?

Dur ing graduation, I read a SMS in my hp. It said, "Leaf's departure is because of Wind's pursuit. Or because Tree didn't ask her to stay" --Leaf

Leaf

People call me Leaf.

During the 3 years of Pre-U, I was on very close terms with a guy as buddy kind. However, when he had his first girlfriend, I learnt a feeling I never should have learnt - Jealousy. Sourness to the extreme limit. They were only together for 2 months. When they broke up, I hid my happiness. But after a month, he got together with another girl.

I liked him & I know he liked me. But why won't he pursue me? Since he loves me why he didn't he make the first move? Whenever he had a new girlfriend, my heart would hurt. After some time, I began to suspect that this was one-sided love. If he didn't like me, why did he treat me so well? It's beyond what you will normally do for a friend. I know his likes, his habits. But his feelings towards me I can never figure out. You can't expect me a girl, to ask him. Despite that, I still wanted to be by his side. Care for him, accompany him, and love him. Hoping that one day, he will come to love me. Because of this, I waited for him. Sometimes, I wondered
if I should continue waiting. The pain, the dilemma accompanied me for 3 years.

At the end of my 3rd year, a junior pursues me. Everyday he pursues me. He's like the cool & gentle wind, trying to blow off a leaf from a tree. In the end,I realized that I wanted to give this wind a small footing in my heart. I know the wind will bring the leaf to a better land. Finally, leaf left the tree, but the tree only smiled & didn't ask me to stay.

Leaf's departure is because of Wind's pursuit. Or cause Tree didn't ask her to stay.

Wind

Because I like a girl called leaf. Because she's so dependent on tree, so I have to be a gust wind. A wind that will blow her away. When I first met her, it was 1 month after I was transferred to this new school. I saw a petite person look ing at my seniors & me playing soccer. During ECA time, she will always be sitting there. Be it alone or with her friends, looking at him. When he talks with girls, there's jealousy in her eyes. When he looked at her, there's a smile in her eyes. Looking at her became my habit. Just like, she likes to look at him. One day, she didn't appear. I felt something missing. I can't explain the feeling except it's a kind of uneasiness. The senior was also not there as well. I went to their classroom, hid outside and saw my senior scolding her. Tears were in her eyes while he left. The next day, I saw her at her usual place, looking at him. I walked over and smiled to her. Took out a note & gave to her. She was surprised. She looked at me, smiled & accepts the note. The next day, she appeared & passes me a note and left.

It read, "Leaf's heart is too heavy and wind couldn't blow her away." "It's not that leaf heart is too heavy. It because leaf never want to leave tree." I replied her note with this statement and slowly she started to talk to me & accept my presents & phone calls. I know that the person she loves is not me. But I have this perseverance that one day I will make her like me. Within 4 months, I have declared my love for her no less than 20 times. Every time, she will divert away from the topic. But I never give up. If I decide I want her to be mine, I will definitely use all means to win her over. I can't remember how many times I have declared my love to her. Although I know, she will try to divert but I still bear a small ray of hope.

Hoping that she will agree to be my girlfriend. I didn't hear any reply from her over the phone. I asked, "What are you doing? How come you didn't want toreply?" She said, "I'm nodding my head". "Ah? " I could n't believe my ears. "I'm nodding my head" She replied loudly. I hang up the phone, quickly changed and took a taxi and rush to her place & press her doorbell. During the moment when she opens the door, I hugged her
tightly.

Leaf departure is because of Wind pursuit. Or because Tree didn't ask her to stay...

Moral

In love, we win very rarely, but when love is true, even if you lose, you still win just for having the tingle of loving someone more than you love yourself.

There comes a time when we stop loving someone, not because that person has stopped loving us but because we have found out that, they'd be happier if we let go....

Why do we close our eyes when we sleep? When we cry? When we imagine? When we kiss?

This is because THE MOST BEAUTIFUL THINGS IN THE WORLD ARE UNSEEN.

There are things that we never want to let go of, people we never want to leave behind, but keep in mind that letting go isn 't the end of the world. It's the beginning of a new life. Happiness lies for those who cry those who hurt, those who have searched and those who have tried. For only they can appreciate theimportance of the people who have touched our lives.

A great love? It's when you shed tears and still you care for them, it's when they ignore you and still you long for them. It's when they begin to love another and yet you smile and say, "I'm happy for you." If love fails, set yourself free, let your heart spread its wings and fly again. Remember you may find love and lose it, but when love dies, you never have to die with it.

The strongest people are not those who always win but those who stand back up when they fall. Somehow, along the course of life, you learn about yourself and realize that there should never be regrets, only a lifelong appreciation of the choices you've made.

Beautiful Girl

I'm way too cool for ya boy
That's why it'll never work
I'll have you suicidal, suicidal
When I say it's over
Damn all these beautiful girls
We're only gonna do your dirt
We'll have you suicidal, suicidal
When I say it's over

Yeah yeah

I remember when
I was hanging with my friends
That's when I caught your eye
You thought that I was fly
Right then you wished that I would be ya baby (be ya baby)
You try'd to spit some game
Asking me girl what's ya name
Saw that ice upon ya chain
So I asked you the same
Something tells me that we'd have fun together (fun together)

I ain't easy to find
I'm a one of a kind
Oh when I dutty wine
I know you're only mine
Tonight is yours
But tomorrow's for another guy (another guy)

I'm way too cool for ya boy
That's why it'll never work
I'll have you suicidal, suicidal
When I say it's over
Damn all these beautiful girls
We're only gonna do your dirt
We'll have you suicidal, suicidal
When I say it's over

You've been calling me
Leaving messages all week
'Cause your curiosity
Got ya knees weak
[Beautiful Girls lyrics on http://www.metrolyrics.com]

I'm not looking for a man
So I don't want no confusion (no confusion)
I took ya to the floor
Got ya begging me for more
But that was my cue to go
So I hit the door
I left you hot
With your mind is still running wild (running wild)

I ain't easy to find
I'm a one of a kind
Oh when I dutty wine
I know you're only mine
If you stick around
Be careful not to fall in love (fall in love)

I'm way too cool for ya boy
That's why it'll never work
I'll have you suicidal, suicidal
When I say it's over
Damn all these beautiful girls
We're only gonna do your dirt
We'll have you suicidal, suicidal
When I say it's over

Now a couple months have passed
Never thought that this would last
Oh everybody asked
How ya got a girl like that
But you should've known
That nothing lasts forever (lasts forever)
I mashed up ya mind
When I tell you lies
But boy don't be surprised
That I'm seeing other guys
I'm too young to settle
And you should've known better (known better)

Damn all these beautiful girls (you should have known)
We're only gonna do your dirt (cause I'll have)
We'll have you suicidal, suicidal
When I say it's over

Wanting to Be Together With You

Ever since I first saw you

I've been shining in my heart

My love causes so much sorrow

Why I looked away without a word



Your insignificant gestures

And your ordinary words

Every time I think of them

I feel like I'm going to cry



Love brings a lonely lonely heart

I'm just all alone now

Lonely lonely heart

All the joy and pain I feel, I'm always

Dreaming it by myself

Love brings a lonely lonely heart

But I know that someday it will come

While I'm being held in your strong arms

Wanting to be together with you...



Right here beside you, I'm standing there

I'm always waiting for you

But you don't return my advances

I've been left behind so many times

When I fall in love with someone

Why does it cause me so much pain

All alone, by myself

It's like I've fallen ill



For a moment, Baby baby love

Please, I beg of you

Baby baby love

When I feel I'm going to lose to this loneliness

I have to look into my hand mirror

For a moment, Baby baby love

Seems like every day I'm crying through the night

I long for the past, smiling to myself

Wanting to be together with you...



Nobody knows about these

Secret tears

The one to wipe them away is

Only

Not just myself

Wanting to be together with you...

One More Chance

You say it's over
I say we've just begun
'Coz it ain't forever
Until our lives are done
I know I did some things
That I never should
I'd undo them if I could
I'd turn my life around for you
Anything you'd ask me to.....
Just tell me...

What must I do to make you want to stay
And take the hurt away
And leave it all to yesterday?
What can I say to make you change your mind?
To have the chance to turn the hands of time
Back to the days when you were mine?
Just give one more chance for one last time.

I won't deny it
I know that I've done wrong
But you have to admit it
This love is just too strong
To just fade away into the night
Without putting up a fight
We can make it all alright
If we just give it on more try....
So....

What must I do to make you want to stay
And take the hurt away
And leave it all to yesterday?
What can i say to make you change your mind?
To have the chance to turn the hands of time
Back to the days when you were mine?
Just give one more chance for one last time...


And what can i say to make you change your mind
To have the chance to turn the hands of time
Back to the days when you were mine?
Just give one more chance for one last time.
Just one more kiss to last a lifetime
One more chance for ono last time.

A message from somebody else...

Sorry for the late reply. In the last instance, marami na rin pala akong hindi naabot sa mga taong nakasama ko sa buhay. Arnel, we share the same sentiment. Maaaring magkaiba ang context ng sentiment natin pero yung matters of detachment and quite dark past pareho lang tayo. This is just like telling the world that, hey, I'm here not because someone will write a poem for you or complete your term paper or help you with your assignment.

Nung mamatay si Ivan, pakiramdam ko napakarami nang nagbago. Nung umalis si Genelle sa school, hindi ko alam na yung prestige pala na tatanggapin ko ay akin lang pala talaga. Buti ka nga at nawala bago pa man makarating tayong lahat sa high school.

Still, in the last instance, nasa itaas ako. Nag-iisa. Kung hindi ako naging valedictorian baka sakaling masaya ang buhay ko.

Anyway, kalabisan na rin siguro kung sa huli ay magbubuhos pa tayo ng sisi sa nakaraan. Tama naman si Friedrich Nietzsche. Ang nakaraan ay ginagamit upang itama ang kasalukuyan. May punto ka naman kung sabihin mong pakikipagplastikan ang nangyaring encounter with Regina. In the last instance, mahirap na rin namang sabihin ngayon kung sino ang nagsasabi ng totoo. Hindi ito pagsasabi na lahat ng tao ay plastik pero pagsasabi ito ng isang realidad na lahat tayo may ginagampanang karakter.

Mabuti nga at naabot pa kita sa pamamagitan ng friendster. Salamat na din sa Dios dahil nakausap kita.

Bakit ako kumuha ng Sociology kahit na ang lahat ay busy sa pagkuha ng Nursing? Nangahulugan ito ng panibagong gap ko sa mga natira nating mga kaklase. Kumuha ako ng Sociology para maintindihan ko ang iba't-ibang uri ng tao.

Ano ang gusto ko? Umalis dito sa Pulilan at pumunta sa isang malayong lugar. Bakit? Nung una at maging hanggang ngayon ay isinisisi ko pa rin sa high school ang maraming bagay na parang nawala sa buhay ko.

Gusto ko lang sabihin na kung gusto mong umusad ay nagawa mo na. Look at you now. May napatunayan ka na rin naman. Maaaring may mga remnants pa yung kahapon pero sila'y maaaring maging mga alaala na lamang kung gugustuhin mo.

Kailangan nang umusad sa mga pagkakataong ito. Bahala na sila kung ano pa yung gusto nilang mangyari pero yung buhay na nasa atin dapat maging pulido na.

Sa isang banda, hindi rin naman natin mababago ang mga gusto nating baguhin kung wala tayong lilingunin bilang reperensiya. Tama lang ang pag-iyak sa isang pagkakataon pero pagkatapos dapat ng pag-iyak ay pagbabago na.

BECAUSE THE ONLY THING MORE DIFFICULT THAN LIVING WITHOUT A FUTURE IS LIVING WITHOUT A PAST. -From A Father's Affair

One way, we have to internalize the difficult times in our lives. Pwedeng mawala na talaga tayo sa sirkulasyon. In the end, we still need to reach out to the people who are willing to accept us as we are. Ganyan lang naman talaga sa buhay. Kung sino yung tanggap ka, iyon ang taong nais kang makilala hindi dahil may homework siya o kaya may project kundi dahil gusto niyang matuto sa iyo.

KUDOS!

Baby Dont You Break My Heart Slow

I like the way you wanted me
Every night for so long baby
I like the way you needed me
Every time things got rocky

I was believing in you
Am I mistaken do you say,
Do you say what you mean
I want our love to last forever

But I'd rather you be mean than love and lie
I'd rather hear the truth and have to say goodbye
I'd rather take a blow at least then I would know
But baby don't you break my heart slow

I like the way you'd hold me
Every night for so long baby
And I like the way you'd say my name
In the middle of the night
While you were sleeping

I was believing in you
Was I mistaken
Do you mean, mean what you say
When you say our love could last forever

Well I'd rather you be mean than love and lie
I'd rather hear the truth and have to say goodbye
I'd rather take a blow at least then I would know
But baby don't you break my heart slow

(Bridge)
You would run around and lead me on forever
While I wait at home thinking that we're together
I wanted our love to last forever
Well I'd rather you be mean than love and lie
I'd rather hear the truth and have to say goodbye
I'd rather take a blow at least then I would know
But baby don't you break my heart slow

I'm Sorry

How many times have you walked out the door
How many times have you told me before
How many times have you made me cry once more
And all you have to say was I'm sorry

How many times have you left with no trace
How many times have you lied to my face
How many times have you done me disgrace
And all you have to was I'm sorry

And now you're coming back to me
And all you have to say is I'm sorry
The same old story can't you see
And all you have to say is I'm sorry
I guess the greatest irony
It's time to give you my apology
We're done and now it's history
And all I have to say is I'm sorry

How many times have I planned it a bit
How many times have I gathered my wit
How many times have I wanted to quit
And all I have to say was I'm sorry

And now you're coming back to me
And all you have to say is I'm sorry
The same old story can't you see
And all you have to say is I'm sorry
I guess the greatest irony
It's time to give you my apology
We're done and now it's history
And all I have to say is I'm sorry

I wanna let you know
I wanna let you go
One too many times
I've gotten tired of your lines
I'd rather have you out of my life

And now you're coming back to me
And all you have to say is I'm sorry
The same old story can't you see
And all you have to say is I'm sorry
I guess the greatest irony
It's time to give you my apology
We're done and now it's history
And all I have to say is I'm sorry

I'm sorry......