I already change because of you

I made this, so that you'll see that changes with in me! Do not stare because you might fall.

I'm happy before we end up like this.For sometimes I wonder why did this happen, but I know for some reasons common bad things do happen when you least expect it. I never thought it would end up this way. Sometimes I feel like I'm already dead. But as the saying says, we just have to make a choice. A choice to be good and never regret. Now as I look at this situation I really have to give up. I do not really know for who I am. Another saying is that, "There's nothing permanent in this world except changes..." And for sure, there would be a valid reason for this. Making bad things happen, having pain in the heart, and making a fool out of myself makes me, not the real type of character.But why am I doing this? Is this fate, or just being martyr, and playing a part of hiding myself in prison. But now, I know I have to move on..

If I can make it...

There's nothing more serious situations like this. Making this happen makes me cold. I'm changing and you made a big part of it. That big change made me like a steel, soaring high on anything. I do not care what will be the negative result but this is what I chose. I will search for myself too like what you said to me. I like the position I'm in right now. And I know me to you does not really matter at all. Even though you used to say you love me still. I know my capacity. I can rock any body's world as long as I want to and you know that.....

I'm letting you go. You made your decision. And I know that's what you want. I'm not use to this. And I am no use to you either. Thanks for all the lessons that you've taught me, and this will be the look I am implementing to you.. God bless and take care of yourself a lot...