Monday, February 18, 2008

WHAT IS LIFE FOR ME???

ITS JUST A MEMORIES

Now I know that life is important. Oh God - Why are these voices held captive deep within my head? God - Why go on living instead of dying to hold open arms to. Voices keep saying to me grab firmly a hold of that razor blade ever so tight... No need to live - no need to fight. Just imagining the blood trickle and drip down to my feet. I am not a champion of the living but a loyal unquestioning butler. I cannot wait to try on that silky or satinny cloaked linning inside that coffin... So smooth to teh skin - so smoothy softened. A much sought after slumbering sleep of peace... Could all of this happen from digesting too much fats and grease? No more money or health issues.. At my funeral mass will there be a lot of wet eyes requiring. Somber organ music played in a church mass of well good intention... No will to be left greedy relatibes too greedy and evil. How else may I do it? with a noose or a gun? Pills swallowed could be well peaceful as fun. From this life I don't have to be brave. From now on, I'll just be a scared running knave. Life just get out of my tight pocket. Just let me finally close these eyelids to cover these tiresome eye sockets. Let us end life now and end it quick... Its into the ground with me they'll have to implant and stick. THE END...

Life is precoius while one is conscious, life is fabolous and joyous for the righteous. Life is monstrous inflicting sad moments while callous. Life makes us anxious that feeling of life is always infectious. Life is beautiful when adventurous and dareful. Life is a challenge with a purposeful goal. For others life is about revenge and control. Life is a lesson for all persons. Life is the reason for life as we exist season by season. The complexitty of life is awesome, an illusion of reality is gruesome.

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