Sunday, May 4, 2008

One day I will get over you

I only have two words for you... I'M DONE!!! After everything iI've done for you, every chance that I gave you and yet you still break my heart... BUT ITS OVER. Finally, I've realized I don't deserve this and honestly you don't deserve me. Yeah, I still love you and I probably will for a long time. But I can't stay here anymore. It hurts too much. I guess this is... MOVING ON ...

I guess I'm tired of being the last thing on your mind. I should have known from the start, you'd go and break my heart. you took my love and threw it away as if it were nothing. to me, you are everything but to you.. Im just another meantime girl. you hurt me more than I deserve. How can you be so cruel? I love you more that you deserve. Why am I such a fool? Little did I know, you were just another dead end road made with pretty bits and broken dreams. Now i believe it when people say love is blind coz I must have been blind to love a person like you. it finally hit me that you did not care when you walked away and never looked back. maybe if i had just looked away that first night you came towards me, everything would be different, and my heart would not be breaking right now. I wanna do exactly what you did to me, lead you on, make you fall for me, then just let you go... effortlessly.

Suddenly, I'm hating myself for everything I've ever felt for you..

Someday I wish I could go back and erase the day I met you... but then I will never regret loving you, only believing you love me too. I made a mistake. Thinking you were my world, You won't get away with this... You messed with the wrong girl. Slandering my name just for your own gain... Dream on honey, I'm gonna make you feel my pain...

Thank you for ripping my heart out.. attemping on it and breaking ity in half. Now I know how much you care. Watching you walk out of my life does not make me bitter about love. But rather makes me realize that if I wanted so much to be with the wrong person, how great it will be when the right one comes along. There is no medication for this illness, no known cure other than TIME. Maybe someday, I'll get back my heart, maybe someday, I will get back my pride. Maybe somehere down the road, I'll forget to remember you. One day you will seek love and be sorry that you threw mine away. And one day, you will realize you could have been with me. I hope someday you'll realize what a fool you were to let someone like me slip from your grip. And that you'll see that the one you've been looking for was the one who set you free. One day, I will be able to look at you in the eye without feeling the pain you've caused. One day, I will be able to stand next to you without wanting to hoild your hand...

One day. I'll get over you....

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