Saturday, January 5, 2008

I WILL ALWAYS BE HERE AND I WILL NEVER STOP CARING!!

You know what's sad about love?

It's when you happen to know that there's just no hope for you bwing together yet you still pray to make it work, it's when your mind says let go but your heart says hold on, and most of all it's when no matter how you try to forget him or her you just can't, because of the fact that you still love him or her and you just do not know why. Try loving someone you've loved before and you'll realize that it will either lead to the same thing that happened before... or something better. Not hard isn't it?

" But why not try loving someone who does not love you back. it's either you see yourself giving up or dying daily..." - Grey's Anatomy

If you love and get hurt, love more, if you love more and get hurt more, love even more, if you love even more and get hurt even more, love some more until it hurts no more.. - William Shakepeare

The gauge of how much you truly treasure sometihng or someone is not how happy you are with them, but how sad you are when you lose them. One grows distant form another not because of indifference but because of fear. There's the fear that the hurt gets greater as one gets closer, a recognition of the tendency to fall deeply and consequently drown in a quicksand of stupid irrationalities. Sometimes, what drives one away is not the absence of emotion, but the overwhelming presence of it...

Falling in love is never a decision - always by chance; Staying in love is never by chance - always by choice; And faling out of love is never a choice - always a decision.

Attraction comeds to us by chance. But true love that lasts is truly a choice. Listen: Fate brings you together, but it's still up to you to make it happen... We may meet someone by chance, but loving and staying with that someone is still a choice. Just because my eyes don't have tears, it doesn't mean that my heart does not cry. Just because you always see me strong, it does not mean that there is nothing wrong. Sometimes I choose to pretend I'm happy so I do not have to explain to people who would never even understand. Smiling is always easier than explaining to all why I am sad. It's never the tears that measure the pain, sometimes it's the smile we fake. A person who truly loves you is someone who sees the pain in your eyes.. while everyone stil believes in the smile on your face. The person you love most has the best capacity to make you the happiest person in the world, and may give you the worst heartache you can never imagine. Time can heal wounds, but it can never get back what we once had and lost. TIme can't tell when or how we would move on after all was said and done, because God gave us time but we never valued this gift he had given us. So learn to treasure the ones you choose to love now, because when they go, there won't be time to have them back.

In life, I have done every way of fighting. Heard every painful truth, been in every heartbreaking scene and felt every dreadful feeling. I thought going thru it all will then make me realize that I have to stop the fight at least to save alittle for myself.. But you know what's funny? It is when I seem to be so much tired of it all.. but still I can't just quit no matter how hard it is. And I have to continue hoping that one day... I'll be able to find someone who could love me not just "right" but "real."

Love is like giving someone a gun, having them point at your heart. And trusting them to never pull the trigger. I do not know why well hang on to something we know we're better off letting go. It'd like we are scared to lose what we do not really have. Some of us say we'd rather have that something than absolutely nothing, but the truth is: "to have it halfway is harder than not having it at all." I want to know someone who could ease the pain that I have, who could hold me tight, the one who will never let me go. till every drop of tears that I have had fallen, till every strength that I have has already passed out, then I can no longer move, as she or he lay me down in my bed sings me a lullaby till I fall asleep and whisper beside me, I will never leave you, angel of mine..

Time may take us away, space may keep us apart, rumors and hurts may break us down, yet no matter where life leads us....

I WILL ALWAYS BE HERE AND I WILL NEVER STOP CARING!!

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